6 Sept 2010

Hard work, it never killed no man or woman!

In this thing called life mankind has develpod a method called working to make a living for you, your privalages, your family and your social life. My dad has been a lumberjack for the past 30 0dd years now and its dam right caught up with him, bad back, and everything else along with it.

Now following i have just recently discovered a certain parasight of a human being offered something which is alot of money to anyone just like that, no it didnt take 30 years to pass and be offered it it took one human breath!

My point is my ownself cannot tolerate in my own head spoiltness, selfishness and people that are dam right fucking lazy, how people can be like that is beyond my thinking area and too be quite frank should be hung strung and burnt.

I hope one day this thing called life catches up with you and slaps you in the face, knocks you out and makes you see what some people have to do to get through this life or even just to break even.

BOTTOM LINE!- LIFE, EARN IT DONT ABUSE IT, USE YOUR HANDS NOT JUST YOUR GOD DAM HEAD!  

26 Aug 2010

I got One!!!, No wait...i havent....Not yet!.

Today i went fishing in Devizes, reall good day, dont go fishing very often but i did enjoy it, with two reall good friends and having a reall good laugh just chilling and catching some fish, but while fishing all the way through the day there was this preson in my mind who has been for the last couple of days, its was ironic how these two have linked because its fishing and a girl but theres just that one thing that came into my head as soon as she text me.
Fishing you either have a fish or you dont, it gets hooked or it gets away with your bait.
When your talking to a girl, she either likes you, or she don't, shes gets hooked on you, or it gets away with your heart.
Now even tho i caught loads of fish today theres still not one thing i have caught, this girl that has been on my mind 24/7, i just wanna meet her, see her, talk to her, get to know her so much more and just want her to get in a sense 'hooked' and like me back, and want to me just as more as i want to know her!.

10 fish is nothing absoultly nothing on one girl you are really starting to like :),

25 Aug 2010

Begin/Intro.

Max kinsey, a boy born in Wiltshire bought up in Wiltshire, lives in a village called shrewton not far from Amesbury or Salisbury. And so it begins...

My lifes been a rollercoaster to say the least and i am currently only at the age of seventeen, ups, downs, twists and turns, you name it, its happened. Growing up with Mum and Dad being an only child with at the start no pets or nothing, just the love from them and my own mind to keep me amused. Growing and learning that i will never know my too nans because they lost there lives due to cancer before i was born, finding out one of my grandads was an asshole and a drunk so commandments from Dad was never too see him, My Granny dieing when i was 11 and just starting to understand what family ment in life and how vunerable you can be when it comes to losing them, another kick in the balls!, followed by my grandpa a few years later, being so strong with losing gran and moving into a home, visting him nearly everyday telling me how many fox's sweets he's eaten today and what newspaper crosswords he's done, in the end he had to give up and God rest his soul and Grans. 
Whilst growing up i seemed to have inherited my Grandads ears, constant operations on them, constant pain and sleepless nights, which after about ten years got sorted out. But starting to build on a lighter note i realised you just have to move the negatives out of life and try too be posotive and get on with the future and take it as it comes. School was brilliant made some ace friends right from the start and made some enemys too.... secondary education was ok but the effort i seemed to of put in was minimilist and that regret will punch me forever in my life, ending up coming out of secondary education with 6 C's 4 D's by a fluke got me into college. The stress of exams didnt help and my mental feelings of not giving a flying fuck so agression in myself became quiet a strong aspect and my tolerance level would seemed to be lowered.
But all the way through this too the present day is this thing in life called music. I started learning the guitar at about 7 acoustically, twinkle twinkle little star was the first song and i thought i could be the next Jimi Hendrix with those skills, but this grew and became an escape for me, when ever i was low, or high, id play music or write songs to myself and just do that constantly in my room till the present day, then singing came along which was another way of getting my feelings out and enjoying myself more, then drums which i found just straight up fun and agressive spilling. But if it hadnt been for music,i dare say i couldve been a low life useless idiot with nothing going for him. From 12-present day i seen in myself that i have matured and adapted to life alot better than my earlier years, with Bo my border collie dog coming into my life which is one of the best things that has ever happened to me and also my cat twiggy who is really mums cat because she thinks she your majestys finest but i just see her as a pest that uses my bed for a comfy sleep :r. but things have changed for me and are looking up, studying Uniformed Public Services in college at the moment and looking to find a future career in even engineering or police dogs unit.

Dont worry all the posts wont be like this depressing or long, i just wanted to start it off with a bit of information. Hope you enjoyed this intro (you probably didnt but hey haha) much love xx